Aš laukiau ir žinojau, kad laukimo laikas, įštysta ir užstęsia. Meistriškai sugeba susidėlioti į daug ilgesnes dienas bei naktis, akimirkas ir išgyvenimus… Niekada nepriprasiu prie tos rūsčios laiko savybės stabtelti ir kone šliaužti, kai kažko lauki, arba staiga pradėti risnoti ir galiausiai bėgti it finišuojantis sprinteris kaip tik tada, kai nori jį sustabdyti… Bet kad ir koks svarbus bebūtų mums mūsų laiko suvokimas, toks jis yra tik mum patiem ir mūsų erdvėje.
Čia ir dabar. Nepprasta frazė! Čia ir dabar galima susikbus rankomis bėgti per pievą, aspikabinti ir stovėti vidurį gatvės arba staiga pastebėti kokie žali būna pavasariniai medžių lapai. Čia ir dabar galima ant žvakės kepti zefyrus, naktį maudytis jūroje,
valgyti naktipiečius, grįžus iš klubo; Čia ir dabar galima ateiti į svečius ir rasti tas suprantančias akis ir nuoširdžią šypsneą arba tiesiog žinoti, kad jei reiks ji bus - čia ir dabar. Nes tik tai atrodo tikra. Bent jau kaikuriem. Kurie moka tuo gyventi, arba atvirkščiai - nemoka gyventi kitaip.
Tie kaikurie net nelabai suvokia, jok dar yra ten ir tada. Ir, kad tai nėra blogai. Tai taip pat yra tikra. Nesvarbu, kad tavęs paties ten ir tada nebuvo… Juk ne visiems taip lengva yra suvokti realybę, kuri yra kažkur - ten, laiku - tada. Ypač jeigu čia ir dabar, savojoje realybėje buvo jaučiamas tik trūkumas, ilgesys…
Vis tik galiausiai ji čia. Ir dabar. Tik dar kiek sklandanti tarp ten ir tada. Nes kai susimaišo dvi realybės, ir dar kai jos nesugeba pripažinti viena kitos tu pakimbi tarp jų, nebežinodama, kas tikra. Šitą jausmą tai aš labai pažįstu, patikėki… Ir nesisielok. Viskas vistiek stos į savo vietas. Reikia tik trupučio laiko.
Šiaudelių karas yra puikus kąveikimas, negi ne?. O jūs nebandėt? Pamėginkit - akimirkai pamiršti viską.
Tik čia ir dabar. Matai? ;)
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